Weaning

I mentioned previously that I started weaning my daughter from nursing a few days ago.  By the time she turns one next week, I will be done.  I cant tell if its harder than I thought or not such a big deal. On one hand, its emotionally straining, while on the other hand its freeing!

For the past year I have breastfed my daughter; exclusively for the first six months.  It was  such a natural instinct for me that didnt take a lot of work that some moms had to face.  Does that mean I valued my time less?  I really dont know.  The very first time I nursed her right after she was born she latched on like a champ!  Never did I have to supplement with formula, as my daughter was always in the 98th percentile for weight!  Each time she nursed, as I held her in my arms, I would just stare at her.  I would use those moments to reflect on our journey together, as short as it is-I cant remember my life before her. 

Now that we are saying goodbye to our nursing phase, it forces me to face the fact that my baby girl is growing up.  My days of just holding her and cuddling her and carrying her everywhere are numbered.  Her complete dependence on me is so very temporary, she already has a mind of her own!  And really, that aspect makes me want to nurse her forever!! But, then i would be one of those freak moms , ha.

However, seeing her reach a new phase in life is so thrilling.  As she explores this world, I come to appreciate the small things in life so much more.  Honestly, I can not wait until she is walking and fully talking telling me her feelings and thoughts on life.   Then, in just 4 short years, she will be starting school and learning to read and write and really cultivate her own interests.  Its just so amazing being a part of all of this! 

So, hopefully, I can just focus on the positives of weaning and not have an emotional breakdown or anything.